This ain’t going well, I wish that we had been a better version of us

You can’t love somebody who you didn’t ever really trust

I keep wondering about the plans I had

I keep wondering what I do with them

This is the part where I remember all the beautiful things you’ve said and done

Even though I know that’s just my head messing with my heart again

I keep wondering about the plans I had

I keep wondering what I do with them

When this started, I was sure that

This would be easy, I was looking for easy

When it blew up, it messed me up

I think it was all me, I didn’t make it easy

But I, I keep wondering about the plans I had

I keep wondering what I do with them

I keep wondering about the plans I had

I keep wondering what I do with them

This ain’t going well, I wish that I had been a better version of me

But I can’t love somebody who doesn’t love the worst parts of me